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Today is the day where I collect my stuff.. travelling down on a train at 10am…. Scared as hell, feel sick to my stomach 😣 2 weeks today since the break up, 4 weeks today since I’ve last seen him 🥺….. I feel weak, I feel like this is going to hurt so badly 🥺😭

Today is the day where I collect my stuff.. travelling down on a train at 10am…. Scared as hell, feel sick to my stomach 😣 2 weeks today since the break up, 4 weeks today since I’ve last seen him 🥺….. I feel weak, I feel like this is going to hurt so badly 🥺😭

Moondoki

Honestly, it hurted so much when I had to get my things out of his place and my DM’s are open if you need to vent


Babeytash96x

Honestly I’m having to travel as well, I just don’t how I’m going to do this 😭


TheGreatPornovski

I can't sleep because my ex is coming to collect some of her things, will be the first time I physically see her since she left while I was sleeping over a week ago. Idk what I will do or say but I know I just want to hug her so bad, I hope she let's me :( Hugs mean the world to me. I can't even hate her for leaving, I need to fix my issues... But I wish I could see her grow even more, she's an amazing woman and I blew it all with my stupid insecurities that resurfaced from old traumas, I will fix this, for her or the next person that crosses my path, I will be better for myself.


Babeytash96x

Honestly just hug her, you deserve the right goodbye to be able to move on. Just like How I’m going to get my goodbye today. It will hurt like hell, but hopefully with time you’ll be able to heal


TheGreatPornovski

I will then, after this it's NC until she needs the rest of her things or to sign a form for me to close our joint accounts.


Babeytash96x

If that’s what you think is best than do it


TheGreatPornovski

I just did, it felt so good to hug her, she says it was good to talk a bit but now we will enter the much needed no contact until she collects a few last things when ready, I don't care if we ever date again, I just care about the possibility of friendship and she's open to the idea but not now of course. I am happy with this because any chance to get those long conversations again and hanging out would mean the world to me, 8 years talking to someone almost everyday makes me hopeful we can do fine as friends when the time is right. I will be patient, I am done letting myself and her down. I hugged my best friend today, I hope she finds herself, I will find myself too. Time to work on me, and see what the future brings, I am accepting the fate, I'm not going to jump into anything so soon because its time to properly heal.